Diary 19th May 2014

I have noticed of late, that if I continue on sleeping that I dream, be it visual or whatever. Here's the latest example. I'm at a conference of some form, I come across a person of whom I least suspect. Which is none other than Noel Kenny. A person I met back in '04 with my other mate Alan Doyle. I met Noel at a college course PC Special Training in Drumcondra. At the time, I wasn't out. I have since come out to both of em. Alan was grand about it. Noel however I find very difficult to comprehend even. I did notice ever since I did come out, that he's been telling nothing but lies, upon lies. etc., Like the time, he lied about Alan and himself at The Simpsons Park, in the US. He blatantly said he's never been there etc., And what's even stranger is the fact that he himself is gay, of which I found out about it, via Facebook. He was at the time helping out at Belfast Pride. I since have been told that he's been seeing someone from Waterford. He was also responsible(thou I didn't help), when I lied to my ex in seeing him. I wanted a cry on the shoulder. He had at one stage expressed an interest in Cam Sex or a Fuck, I can't remember which. I had told Keith(my ex), he obv wasn't happy about it. When he heard that I was meeting(through my lies), we broke it off. Anyways, I'm getting off topic, the reason I mention Noel is that mysteriously, I had dreamt about him, would you believe it or not guys, he was coming from Phoenix, Arizona. I mean like how crazy is that. I expressed int he dream to him, Boy I was just thinking about Phoenix.

When I signed onto my Gay version go Google+ which I have a separate account for more gay posts ie hot guys undies etc., after a long spell(twould appear not since July '13) when my depression kicked in. Google+ offered me to Subscribe to get notifications. Of which of course I went along with it. haha. I didn't mind it. But then I went to disable em, and Google notifys me saying not only will you not be getting any notifications from the User, but also if they mention you, you don't get notification. So am at a loss as to whether I should disable notifications or not. I tried it on my Google+ of this account, I did note however, that I have been notified when someone mentioned me. But that was from a Follow page. As with a User, I still ain't sure.

So for the past few hours, I have been looking at the COlbys, still trying to figure out the characters. I find that one episode(which is about 50mins) is very long drawn out. Somethings about it. The fact it only lasted two seasons, kinda speaks volumes

Then onto my Current Affairs: Namely the News Bulletins(mmmm) and now onto the European Election Debate with Vincent Browne. ITs very good. I find Paul Murphy(MEP) for Socialist Party very good. and BRid Smith. Paul clearly knows his stuff. Like here's an example. When it was mentioned that Martin Shultz(Scuse the spelling) that he was running for European Commissioner something like that, someone exclaimed who is he????? Now if you running for a European Job, I think it would be advisable that you go and do your Homework. I mean seriously...